Don’t fall back down.
I don’t really know where to start. My emotions are boiling over so i’m in desperate need of release.
I think I need to take a step back and really appreciate who I have around me, as everything just seems to be rushing past.
You have had it tough over these past few months. We have all been there for you but there is one person that you are always searching for. That person is coming back for you and I can honestly say I haven’t been so excited just to see that completed smile on your face again.
If you have cracks in your family, it seems impossible to get away from it. I don’t know what to do. I am and always will be a daddy’s girl even if he is a complete wanker. Maybe in a few years time we’ll talk. I do want you there for the important parts of my life.
My Kingston family. You know how much I love you right? The thing is i’m going to have to let you down. Don’t think this isn’t hard for me because it tears me up inside. Things just aren’t as easy as we’d planned. We’ll see eachother soon though. I pinky promise.
Things are looking good though! I’m on a new learning curve. Taking on a challenge. Putting trust in new people and making plans with old friends.
Remember, NEVER regret something that once mad you smile.
